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When you feel like you're going insane even though you can't be
Even though you've never gone to a doctor to tell you the ' truth' about yourself
And then just drugs you until you're a normal person in society
A puzzle piece that just fits in perfectly
When you're the person with the razor in their hand
But with no blood shed from your veins because you're too afraid
But the fear makes you weaker
And tempts the blade to go right through as cowards like you deserve
When you're the one with the bottle of pills
And the bottles of booze by your side wanting to end it with no pain
And you're too scared to go through with it
Which just makes you more worthless
When you're certain you're gonna die alone
Because who would love anyone like you
Someone as worthless and ugly as you
You don't even love yourself
When you put on your happy mask everyday
Hoping someone will see through it
And when they do you deny their help
Because nobody must know how truly pathetic you are
When you need to do something about the depression you might have
But are too afraid of judgment to tell anyone
And never get the help you need
And slowly start to rot away from the world
When you cry on your pillow
Realizing you lack the courage to do this
Realizing this was all a sick fantasy you want to happen
Hoping for the savior that you will never let come
When you cry on your pillow
Realizing you lack the courage to do this
Realizing this was all a sick fantasy you want to happen
Hoping for the savior that you will never let come
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as we are alone in birth so shall we be in death true harmony comes from within, never grant another the satisfaction of causing you a moment of pain, life is to short